***100 Nosey Questions*** :
The Basics Name Mave Age 20..^_^ Month of birth December Any Siblings? yes...one very annoying brother Parents still married? yeah..@_@ Occupation pothead Do you like your job? yes!... Any pets? a 4 year old female dalmatian..laika Hair color black Eye color dark brown Shoe size 39 Any Tattoos? not yet..hehe Any Piercings? one on my nose, 7 on my ears..used to have two on my lip as well Current mood pissed off Current wardobe choice oversized black tshirt with my harem pants What are you listening to? rasputina-tourniquet Who did you last speak with on the phone? hachi-ko What do you currently smell like? shampoo In horoscopes capricorn In others you know (family, friends, co-workers etc) eh? In yourself eh? Last.... Movie you watched ju-on Magazine you looked at some old issue of cosmo Thing you ate watermelon Book you read the wind up bird chronichles T.v. show you watched FMA- hell yeah!!!! Time you cried a couple of days back... Took a shower today afternoon Got a real letter (a.k.a Snail Mail) a few months back...my dad... Ate at a restaurant (not fast food) a few weeks back, curry on the roof..^_^ CD you bought mark knopfler- kill to get crimson What is/was.... The best thing to happen to you today? learnt how to cook somthing new..^_^ Your most prized possession my memory box Your first vehicle -____- Your current vehicle -_____- Your favorite quote dum spiro sparo You bedtime (on average) 2am Your best trait/characteristic i\'m a good listener Your worst trait/characteristic easily depressed Do You.... Store things under your bed yeah..*grins* Daydream lol...@_@...yeah Have a computer at home yup Live in the city, suburbs or country i live in the city... Live in a home, apartment, duples or mobile home none of those..i live in a dump..my landlord is an asshole! Own a cell phone yes...who doesn\'t? Have a good luck charm no....used to Collect anything i collect letters.... Attend high school or college i\'m in college Make good grades next question...-__- Have You Ever.... Had a surgery? nope Had teeth pulled? nope Broke the law intentionally lol...i don\'t think anyone in college follows laws anymore Ran away from home? yeah... Broke a bone? yes Cheated on a test/exam all the time Had a friend pass away yes...recently Been issued a citation/traffic ticket no..i can\'t drive Been in an auto accident yes..it was scary Lied to someone yeah Been lied to yeah.... Your Favorite.... Place to be toons Place to visit toons! Place to chill TOONS!...they think i\'m an alcoholic..-__-..i\'m not...really Non-Alcoholic drink cranberry juice Alcoholic drink rum and coke, green apple flavoured vodka,long island ice tea Type of food anything spicy Meal/Food dish baigan ka bharta Dessert chocolate icecream Shampoo & Conditioner herbal essence,the red bottle for the shampoo,the big blue bottle for the conditioner Toothpaste close up! Salad dressing i\'m tired of salads!!..don\'t talk about them..-__- Ice cream chocolate and mint Fast food establishment KFC!!! Color black,purple Season winter Holiday Divali Perfume/Cologne moschino-i love love, nina ricci\'s apple Video Game sper mario bro\'s!!..(i stopped playing vidio games when i was 10) T.V. show boston legal Smells old spice,the way doggie paws smell,vanilla moistureiser, the way the beaches smell.. Article of clothing t-shirt and skinny jeans Book i like murakami\'s books Children's Book the little mermaid Candy gummy bears Car i never thought about it Do You Believe.... In Karma yes In God i\'m an agnost In Heaven & Hell not in the conventional versions..no That aliens exist yes That ghosts exist yes Your Opinion.... On the death penalty i think people who deserve to die..should be locked up and made to live till they are 80 all alone..much crueler On reciting the Pledge of Allegiance in schools i\'m not American...but i still know the indian national pledge...^_^ On homosexuals in the military there is nothing to thik about...its a media hyped question The war in the Middle East all wars are pointless... Schwarzeneggar...Governor or Terminator should have stuck to pro wresteling Current gas/fuel prices could go down!!..i hate shelling out so much for rikshas!!!!
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Once upon a time.....
nothing was right,
we cried and bled and faced the night.
But there was the sun far away
and it promised we would get away someday....
Did you know even then that the sun was wrong
with its light all my dreams are gone
and now i'm stuck in this eternal night
dear friend where are you when i cry?
Are you just as lost as poor little Mave
do you cry with me or do those tears you save
for that better tomorrow which will eventually be gone
and for a cruel sun that will lead us on......
why arn't there anymore places left where i can run too...
*sigh*
what am i so scared of?...
i'll be doing the right thing....
i hate who i've become...
couldnt i have just died that summmer? *sigh*
i'm glad that i can still feel guilt....but its not enough
why doesn't anything seem real...
and why does everyhting seem so pointless...
especially holding on..and fighting
denial seems to become sweeter day by day
i'm silently waiting for you to come take somthing important away....
maybe then i'll wake up
Senaka no kage ga nobikiru sono aima ni nigeru
Hagare ochita hane ni mo kizukazu ni tobu
Machikado amai nioi ryuusenn touku mukou kara
Dokoka de kita you na nakigoe
Yokaze ga hakobu awai kibou wo nosete
Dokomade yukeru ka
Sore wo kobamuyou ni sekai wa yurete
Subete wo ubaisaru
Yume nara sameta
Dakedo bokura wa mada nanimo shiteinai susumu
i miss him...*smiles*
when was the last time i missed a boy?
*shakes head* mave-chan..ur an idiot!
the sky is blue and clear...cloudless...the sun is warm... and its pleasent...
in the evenings it's windy....its autum...
and the nights are cold,but its ok...i'm kept warm..and its pleasent
college crap keeps hapening..but i can deal with that...
and i talk to people i want to talk too...and its pleasent
i may be broke..but the cigarettes i can manage
so i guess i am fine
i smile a lot these days as well...even though i rarely laugh
i'm going around in circles..just like before...
it feel like i'm dreaming...and its pleasent
but things that still mater.. i'm so far away from..
will i even make it out of this?
or will i be dreaming for all eternity?
i saw this korean movie the other day..it was called holiday..after the bee gee's song i guess..it's part of the soundtrack..
the song was beautiful..the movie was beautiful as well..*sigh*
and that's saying somthing coz i watched the movie without subtitles...
and what i learnt was....honour is a beutiful thing..even if it gets you killed....even if no one remembers and more importantly..even if you don't..living and dying honourably is a beautiful thing
Ooh you're a holiday , such a holiday
It's something I thinks worthwhile
If the puppet makes you smile
If not then you're throwing stones
Throwing stones, throwing stones
Ooh it's a funny game
Don't believe that it's all the same
Can't think what I've just said
Put the soft pillow on my head
Millions of eys can see
Yet why am I so blind
When the someone else is me
It's unkind, it's unkind
Yet millions of eyes can see
Yet why am I so blind
When the someone else is me
It's unkind, it's unkind
Ooh you're a holiday , ev'ry day , such a holiday
Now it's my turn to say , and I say you're a holiday
It's something I thinks worthwhile
If the puppet makes you smile
If now then you're throwing stones
Throwing stones , throwing stones
i love sappy manga!!!!...@_@
*dies*
...overdose..*giggles*
I will...
eat lesser amounts of spicy food...... running to the loo at odd times can be inconvenient..-___-
clean my room more often
wash my favourite pair of jeans
learn how to respect myself......I owe Mavey that much..*nods*
write in my diary more often....vox isn't good enough..what if the site crashes or somthing?
smoke lesser...dying of an asthma attack is a stupid and pointless way to go
finish the letters that I’ve left halfway and post the ones I’m too scared to send..
study..even if it seems to be an impossible dream.. I have to try
control my temper..exploding they way I do just shows weakness
try and stand up for myself..without being spiteful
forgive…but like before..I won’t ever forget
act silly and be ok with it
try and not get any more piercings done…ok maybe two more… -___-
be graceful…even when I’m treated like dirt
never be scared of standing up for the things I always believed in …no matter how hard it is
learn how to manage my money
let go of my need to love blindly….it destroys too much of me and I can’t afford that
trust the world very little…trust kanzeon lesser still
