Did I do the Right thing?

Did I do the right thing?

In light of recent information, I'd be likely to say "Hell, yes!" a lot quicker, if it were not for the undeniable truth that I played the largest part in bringing about the utterance of the concerned statement from this particular iindividual. (Yes Nesthead-kun, I know. No Nesthead-kun, Barvi did not tell me anything.)

I guess I should just stay clear of relationships. They just aren't made for me. Men are fine, as long as you keep them as friends. Maybe even interests, but nothing more. Never more. They... change and mutate into different creatures as soon as you start "going out" with them.

Ah, who knows? Maybe it is just me who is all twisted and wrong. But "if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy. Well I deserve nothing more than I get. Cos nothing I have is truly mine." And that, ladies and gentlemen, could not have been put better.

I guess it is all a part of growing up. And I guess things will change, but you know what? I think I should stop "guessing" and "thinking" for a while. Someone pour me a drink and pass me a light.

Let's make a scene...
^_*