I should be studying

I should be studying
But clearly I am not
I don't think I know why
Or maybe I just forgot

I know I'm sober
Just like I should be
And I have not stepped out all day
Just stayed in the room with me

With three repeats to give
I clearly have no choice
Maybe once they are over
I will have reason to rejoice

I will do all the things I used to
and maybe something new
I may find a cure for cancer
I may visit the local zoo

There will be so much to do
Strawberry Fields will finally be here
I have waited so long for this trimester
For different reasons, I have waited for a year

Alas, for now I need to study
For otherwise I shall surely fail
and then I will have nothing to do
Except regret my actions and perhaps wail

But I still do not study
instead I find myself online
Writing silly rhymes
and wasting all my time

I should be studying
But clearly, I am not
I really don't know why
Or perhaps I just forgot...