JadeMidori - 29 March 2008 02:32:11
I guess its time I moved on...
And forgot about tryin to remember...
Who I once was... and don't think can ever be again...
but everythin just made so much mroe sense...
Duty...
it was all that ever mattered...
And all I wanted...
It's still all I want... but it doesn't help anymore...
because she died...
and left me here...
and without her, all I am is this hollow empty shell... tryin so hard to fit in...
and failing...
over
and over
and over...
Tell me the price and I'll pay it...
She died to save my soul...
To make sure I kept it...
But that's nevr what I wanted...
I'll find it again...
who I once was...
It doesn't matter if it kills me...
at least I'll die lookin for me...
and not just existing as this... 'person' I've become...
I'll regain it...
all of it...
With or without the rest of me...
Comments
you just gave up looking for her ..
I believed in her .. i still do
and i know she's here
she's here each and everytime
a bit "Narutoish"
gomen
Long before even that...
And even I have trouble remembering her...