Accusatory reverberations still playin in my head

All the angry harsh words u wish you’d never said

What pricks your conscience is slow certain death to me

Coz you just said them once, but I hear them echo constantly

A failure, a loser, someone you wish was gone

Good for nothin, miserable, the list goes on and on

All the names u called me by, all the things you said

I hear them over and over deep inside my head

My empty eyes mock you for they hold no fear

Maybe if u looked deep enough, you’d see the unshed tears

I guess it must be true that I’m hurting somewhere deep inside

And all I can do is hide the pain behind my empty eyes

Accusations pour forward like the stinging rain

You won’t stop till you’re sure I can feel the pain

I’ll never let you know, I’ll never let you see

Just how long your cruel words echo inside of me…

A closing door, a beckoning hand

A following gaze, a defensive stand

Long winding stairs, dark & cold

A chill that strikes to the soul

A hand reaching in the distance a step too far

A light glowing in the middle of the dark

A smiling danger, a dangerous smile

An eternal strife, such a long while

Running footsteps, a defensive stand

A locked door, a beckoning hand...

A recurring nightmare

A recurring nightmare, A forgotten past

An unshed tear falls at last

Haunted by faceless names & nameless faces

Of sanity within me, I find no traces

Fragile bonds, slowly grow stronger

A wailing cry seeming so much longer

A burden so tiresome, a load so heavy

A path unwalked, footsteps so lonely

A wound unhealing haunting my soul

Blood that falls as rain, so numbing cold

A strong rebellion, a silent plea

A hand outstretched waiting to feel

A threat so great, a fear so strong

A slipping grasp, tired of holding on

Nothin to rely on, No one to trust

Long forgotten memories gathering dust

A fate unaccepted, a cry so silent

A destiny so lonesome, an end so violent

Hidden signs, cryptic dreams

Silent cries & shattering screams

A tear stained face, a soul so broken

Whispers words that remain forever unspoken

A bleeding soul, needing to heal

An outstretched hand waiting to feel

An unshed tear falls at last

A recurring nightmare, a forgotten past…

Crystal Tears

Innocent blood, spilled again

Pure white snow forever stained

Crystal tears shatter as they fall

Drop by drop from lives so small

Silent haunting endless screams

Penetrating childish dreams

Silent crystal tears fall

Drop by drop from us all

A whispered word might be the last

Another memory in a forgotten past

No one to follow, no hand to hold

No one around in the quiet cold

Frozen memories are all that remain

As once again innocence is slain

Terrified eyes looking for someone they’ve lost

Till they too are just wandering memories in the frost…