5 posts from February 2008

One way or another, I'll have my revenge.

Rage.
Sometimes I want to let her take over.
I want her to lash out.
I want her to grab that wheel and drive into the water, through the little fence-like wall, watching as he screams for me to stop.
But we won't stop.
We'll just laugh.
We'll laugh as his screams get louder.
We'll laugh as we hit the water.
We'll laugh as we sink to the very bottom, water filling up in that space, and then in his lungs.
We'll laugh while I watch him die.

But then, she'd have won...
So, I don't move.
I jus' sit and stare at nothing at all, saying little but knowing its killing her.
Thats enough for me.
It's revenge enough... for now.
It doesn't matter that in the process I'm hurting myself as well.
It's worth it... for now...

*- The translation of the song is in this shade.
*- My words in a sort of reply. In some places, more like an echo...

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How far should I have to go? Tell me.*

Is it even possible to go back at all?*

Everything is so painfully vivid.

Etched forever in my mind

The truth is, we couldn’t understand each other,

Perhaps it was just me who couldn’t understand either of us

So I left and didn’t look back

Until now…

Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being

Except my mind which refuses to stop paintin the past

I never carry out any of my promises

Though I try, I try

So long ago, I threw away my brightness

Like an over used cloak

And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.

I’m afraid it has lost its way back

It lies beside this cold heart frozen

Hurtful to even touch

So completely mindless that it persists forever

Its very sight remindin me of you

Numbly I gather the remnants of my emotions,

Like shards of shattered glass

And searching for redemption, I…

Will I ever find it?

Fall into a light sleep, on a lonely night

Tryin not to dream…

I’m beginning to learn the designs of sorrow

And they too are etched forever in my mind as well as skin

The hiding away of your warm presence

Am I ever goin to find you again?

Makes me fear the overflowing darkness.

Here, I can not even find myself…

Fall into a light sleep, it encompasses my very being

Except my tired mind

I never carry out any of my promises

But I try, I try…So long ago, I threw away my brightness

So long ago, I threw away my brightness

Like a cloak worn too long…

And like the light from the morning sun, it can never return.

Won’t you bring it back to me?…
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Finally.
X-Men III. Have been waitin to see this forever...
The Last Stand,
Nice name. A li'l pessimistic... but in a really cool way.
You know, somethin like "The last defense" Or "The last resort". Names that signify gloom, darkness and despair, but always in such an inspiring way.

Scott's death does bother me though...
I mean, come on! Okay, I understand they wanted to kill him, but they could have at least given him a decent death! He's Scott Summers for God's sake. Cyclops. You don't jus kill him off and then utter 3 sentences bout his death in the entire movie. Funnily enough, wolverine seems to be the only one affected or bothered by the fact that Scott's dead!
*sigh*
Cyclops used to be my favorite character in the series... but I think I grew out of that...

Wolverine and Storm are awesome! They're great co-leaders. They balance each other out, kinda like Yin and Yang. Though with both of them havin their occasional temperamental outbursts, A third head like Jean, or even better Scott would have been perfect... except well, they're both dead. And so is Charles, which is why there's so much of an issue anyway. Hmm, if they brought Kurt back, he'd make a nice third head. He'd be the one who'd comfort the lost ones... I mean, Storm's nice, but she can be quite scary. And Logan... well, He has his own ways. Effective, yes. But inviting? I think not.

Anyway, Wolverine is really cool. His dialogues are the best and he seems most like a real mutant (along with storm, Bobby, Magneto, Mystique and Charles). Plus, he's adorable. I love the scene in which Hank tells him he's been "fighting for human rights before you had claws boy!!!".
Lol, Logan blinks and says "Did he jus' call me boy?"

*laughs*

Oh but Rogue!!!
She really disappointed me by going for the "cure"... I mean, really. I always liked her. She was intelligent and independent and not all that immature. But here, she acted like a jealous high school girl.... *pauses* *sighs* Which she has a right to act like, coz thats what she is. *sad smile* I guess when there's a lot to live up to and a lot to expect, you kinda forget reality...

Anyway, this is enough babble for now. I'll try writin somethin that makes a li'l more sense next time.
Until then...