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JadeMidori - 06 August 2008 19:02:37

2008-08-06T13:26:00Z

I'll never be good enough... and you won't ever stop the anger I'll just sit and watch as we yell and fight and then go back to pretending Why do we pretend? Maybe its because it makes it easier... less painful... or maybe its just because we don...

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The things I do know...

2008-07-23T18:12:12Z

For the last week, I've been logging in here every day... but even after an hour of staring at the screen... I can't type out what I'm thinkin of... Maybe because I've been so blank... or is it because there are too many thoughts runnin around in ...

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JadeMidori - 02 June 2008 01:35:05

2008-06-01T19:59:23Z

I think I've stabilized now... at least for a bit. The last few days have been... insane. The intensity of my thoughts during that time scares me till now... I don't know what came over me. I don't know what I was doing, or saying. And then for a ...

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JadeMidori - 31 May 2008 01:26:42

2008-05-30T19:51:07Z

He's mad at me again. We keep running in the same predictable little circles, never getting anywhere. It scares me. The whole situation. So much so, that every bone in my body is screaming at me to turn and run. As fast as possible and as far as p...

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JadeMidori - 21 May 2008 23:49:00

2008-05-21T18:12:48Z

Aaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!! You and your stupid games! I'm done playing! ... ... ... Why? I don't know what bothers me more... The fact that I probably don't understand... or that I think I actually may... At the end of the stupid day, vodka is all you h...

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JadeMidori - 21 May 2008 18:39:25

2008-05-21T13:03:12Z

*laughs* Am back to this song... Well, it has been a while... Has anything changed? ... Ecstacy is now really all I need... Literally... And it's all I have... Vain? Am I vain?... I dunno... Now my world IS way too fast... I don't even know where...

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JadeMidori - 18 May 2008 03:34:10

2008-05-17T21:57:46Z

Breaking the habit. I wanna know. How do you break a habit? Do you hack at it bit by bit till it crumbles? Or do you jus neglect it and let it die like a withering flower? I don't know...

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JadeMidori - 07 August 2007 23:53:38

2007-08-07T18:21:21Z

I've lost all my worlds. All of them. Traded them all in for this hell-hole. And I hate myself... but Not for this sad exchange... Not because I'm stuck here... Not because I did this myself... Not one bit... I hate this place but I need to be h...

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JadeMidori - Tuesday, February 13, 2007 4:48:52 AM

2007-02-14T16:05:21Z

Where do I begin?... Iv been sittin here starin at the blank screen for so long, but I guess this isnt goin to write itself... I might as well begin... So many promises. Of things returnin to normal. Of people stayin the same. Of things never cha...

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Where....

2007-01-26T08:00:53Z

Where have I come from? Where will I go? A thought that wont leave me alone… Did someone love me? Did someone care? Or was I jus trapped in another nightmare? Was I someone’s hope? Someone’s sun? Is someone still waiting for me to return? ...

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