http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/posts/tags/confused/page/1/ From the day I was born till the day I die, the only side I'm on is my own... en Vox Mon, 02 Jun 2008 01:29:23 +0530 Copyright 2008 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss confused http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---02-june-2008-013505.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---02-june-2008-013505.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---02-june-2008-013505.html?_c=feed-rss Mon, 02 Jun 2008 01:29:23 +0530 I think I've stabilized now... at least for a bit. The last few days have been... insane. The intensity of my thoughts during that time scares me till now... I don't know what came over me. I don't know what I was doing, or saying. And then for a ... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---02-june-2008-013505.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00fa967a6ddb0002?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> rain sad confused strange complicated nls http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---31-may-2008-012642-1.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---31-may-2008-012642-1.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---31-may-2008-012642-1.html?_c=feed-rss Sat, 31 May 2008 01:21:07 +0530 He's mad at me again. We keep running in the same predictable little circles, never getting anywhere. It scares me. The whole situation. So much so, that every bone in my body is screaming at me to turn and run. As fast as possible and as far as p... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---31-may-2008-012642-1.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00fad68ce0a50004?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> rain why lost cold sad confused truth pain him alone tears tonight sober nls http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---21-may-2008-234900.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---21-may-2008-234900.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---21-may-2008-234900.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 21 May 2008 23:42:48 +0530 Aaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!! You and your stupid games! I'm done playing! ... ... ... Why? I don't know what bothers me more... The fact that I probably don't understand... or that I think I actually may... At the end of the stupid day, vodka is all you h... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---21-may-2008-234900.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00fa9676f6290002?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> angry hell confused grr vodka die pissed http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---21-may-2008-183925.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---21-may-2008-183925.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---21-may-2008-183925.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 21 May 2008 18:33:12 +0530 *laughs* Am back to this song... Well, it has been a while... Has anything changed? ... Ecstacy is now really all I need... Literally... And it's all I have... Vain? Am I vain?... I dunno... Now my world IS way too fast... I don't even know where... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---21-may-2008-183925.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00fad689f2d20004?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> angry lost love tired sad confused pissed big machine http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---18-may-2008-033410.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---18-may-2008-033410.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---18-may-2008-033410.html?_c=feed-rss Sun, 18 May 2008 03:27:46 +0530 Breaking the habit. I wanna know. How do you break a habit? Do you hack at it bit by bit till it crumbles? Or do you jus neglect it and let it die like a withering flower? I don't know... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---18-may-2008-033410.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00fa9675b9990002?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> sad confused scream breaking the habit nls http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---07-august-2007-235338.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---07-august-2007-235338.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---07-august-2007-235338.html?_c=feed-rss Tue, 07 Aug 2007 23:51:21 +0530 I've lost all my worlds. All of them. Traded them all in for this hell-hole. And I hate myself... but Not for this sad exchange... Not because I'm stuck here... Not because I did this myself... Not one bit... I hate this place but I need to be h... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---07-august-2007-235338.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00e3989b69030001?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> sad confused hate glad http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-tuesday-february-13-2007-44852-am.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-tuesday-february-13-2007-44852-am.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-tuesday-february-13-2007-44852-am.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 14 Feb 2007 21:35:21 +0530 Where do I begin?... Iv been sittin here starin at the blank screen for so long, but I guess this isnt goin to write itself... I might as well begin... So many promises. Of things returnin to normal. Of people stayin the same. Of things never cha... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-tuesday-february-13-2007-44852-am.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00d4141ac749685e?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> promises angry lost sad confused empty http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/where.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/where.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/where.html?_c=feed-rss Fri, 26 Jan 2007 13:30:53 +0530 Where have I come from? Where will I go? A thought that wont leave me alone… Did someone love me? Did someone care? Or was I jus trapped in another nightmare? Was I someone’s hope? Someone’s sun? Is someone still waiting for me to return? ... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/where.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00d4141c63e03c7f?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> lost confused thoughts forgotten