4 posts tagged “drinking”

She stumbled out of her room and to the sink. Splashing cold water on to her face, she looked up, big dull eyes looking into the hazy mirror. Fuck. She thought. I look as miserable as I feel. She giggled a little at that. Couldn't help it. At that moment, her phone buzzed. A message from her friends. Dinner outside or at the canteen? Eventually, she decided to go out. She had to get a drink anyway.

Luckily, her friends too wanted some alcohol. The three of them made their way to the shop at the end of the end of the road. Three quarts of some cheap old rum, some smokes and a mixer and they were set. Making their way back to the college slowly, they decided to sit at their local smoking spot (right outside college) and drink there. It was good. Felt calm.

Later on phone calls would come. Explanations would be asked for. Some would be given, some would be avoided and some would be ignored. But, for now, everything was cool. And all they had to do was not worry...and be happy...

Alcoholic? We're not alcoholic!

Did I do the right thing?

In light of recent information, I'd be likely to say "Hell, yes!" a lot quicker, if it were not for the undeniable truth that I played the largest part in bringing about the utterance of the concerned statement from this particular iindividual. (Yes Nesthead-kun, I know. No Nesthead-kun, Barvi did not tell me anything.)

I guess I should just stay clear of relationships. They just aren't made for me. Men are fine, as long as you keep them as friends. Maybe even interests, but nothing more. Never more. They... change and mutate into different creatures as soon as you start "going out" with them.

Ah, who knows? Maybe it is just me who is all twisted and wrong. But "if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy. Well I deserve nothing more than I get. Cos nothing I have is truly mine." And that, ladies and gentlemen, could not have been put better.

I guess it is all a part of growing up. And I guess things will change, but you know what? I think I should stop "guessing" and "thinking" for a while. Someone pour me a drink and pass me a light.

Let's make a scene...
^_*

I'm sitting in consti class right now... I know I should be paying attention... but I just can't seem to.
Law school has been full of a lot of firsts in my life... Today has been another. I just got called to attend an AA meeting. I don't need to go to one of those!
...
Do I?
...
I don't know. I don't think I do. I'm perfectly fine if I have no alcohol for a while.
Sure, I get a little irritable... but thats about it.
I don't get withdrawal symptoms...
No seizures, no fits, no sweating...
So, I can't be addicted to it, can I?

I don't know anymore...
I'm suddenly thrown into a world that has depths I can not even comprehend...
Murky depths...
Its... overwhelming. Yeah, that would be the perfect word...

I'm overwhelmed...

I really do hate Midterms. And while I'm at it, end terms.
*sigh*
I have Pol Sci tomorrow... and I know NOTHING.
Tch...
and this trimester was supposed to be different...
Anyhow, I think I shall go listen to some good music...
*bows*
Be good ladies and gentlemen...
Cheers.

P.S> Yes, this was random.
Yeah, I just wasted a little of your time
And no, I don't give a fuck.
Haha!!!
-_-
Sorry. Mid terms do that to me...

Oh while I'm at it... lets see what I have to look forward to after these darned exams!

1. My father's comin to town and my mother is sendin some stuff with him
2. Have to go out and "formally inaugurate" our new detective agency. Must hit Sports Bar!!! The SBA! Trust kills people, so watch out!
3. Spiritus!!!
4. Pasta at a friend's home. ^_^
5. Meyers' comin to town!!! Yay!!!
6. Meyers, roommate, E.S and I must go out one day... drinkin of course. ^_^

Hmm... I guess that should get me through the next three days. *sigh* Will be so fucked at this time tmrw... Consti the day after. Bah!

Anyhow, seeing how my Post Script section is now considerably larger than the main body, I shall retire now.
G'nite...