So...
Am waitin for my contracts viva. Really bored. I was supposed to read last night, but slept off sharing my bed with my laptop, a pile of clothes, my bag and well, you get the point. My back hurts. :(

How do I feel today?
Better actually. These days are just too pretty to be depressed... It was rainin yesterday... For quite a while too... It was so beautiful. If it was up to me, It would never stop raining. Then everything would be washed away.

"Here comes the rain
Washing away all the pain"

*smiles*

I think too much for my own good...

If I ever do forget, and somehow make my way back here, I just want myself to know...

"I never chose it... and if something happened to actually make me wish for such a thing... then it may have been painful enough, but I still want to remember... so don't stop looking just because you're afraid of the pain. You're stronger than that."

*laughs*

Like it wasn't bad enough talkin to myself. I'm now talking to myself in other dimensions of space and time!!!

Ah well...
May as well get back to escrow...

Cya later...

Where have I come from? Where will I go?
A thought that wont leave me alone…
Did someone love me? Did someone care?
Or was I jus trapped in another nightmare?
Was I someone’s hope? Someone’s sun?
Is someone still waiting for me to return?
Or am I jus an old forgotten story?
Another shadow in some distant memory…
What fate awaits me ahead?
Will I find peace before impending death?
Or am I cursed to an eternal half-slumber?
Unable to move on, unable to remember…
My path is covered in fog and mist
But I hav things to do, long is the list
Step by step I start walking
Ignoring the voice of my heart, mocking
Where have I come from? Where will I go?
… I guess its jus not for me to know…

A recurring nightmare

A recurring nightmare, A forgotten past

An unshed tear falls at last

Haunted by faceless names & nameless faces

Of sanity within me, I find no traces

Fragile bonds, slowly grow stronger

A wailing cry seeming so much longer

A burden so tiresome, a load so heavy

A path unwalked, footsteps so lonely

A wound unhealing haunting my soul

Blood that falls as rain, so numbing cold

A strong rebellion, a silent plea

A hand outstretched waiting to feel

A threat so great, a fear so strong

A slipping grasp, tired of holding on

Nothin to rely on, No one to trust

Long forgotten memories gathering dust

A fate unaccepted, a cry so silent

A destiny so lonesome, an end so violent

Hidden signs, cryptic dreams

Silent cries & shattering screams

A tear stained face, a soul so broken

Whispers words that remain forever unspoken

A bleeding soul, needing to heal

An outstretched hand waiting to feel

An unshed tear falls at last

A recurring nightmare, a forgotten past…