3 posts tagged “fucked”
No.
Really.
I attended one hour of class today. The second hour. In that hour I read a large part of "Keep off the Grass" and day dreamed. I have my Property Law viva in a little under two hours. Six thousand words written by a team of five people in one hour because there was no way in hell I could have finished it on my own (Submissions were the day after SF). I have NO clue what my project is about. And the last two hours, which I was supposed to spend studying have gone by with me listening to music and spacing out. Two hours. Wow.
Anyhow, I missed first hour again. Luckily, it was not Fly. I miss one more hour of that, and they'll just make me repeat the course, which means repeating the trimester which in turn means repeating the year. *sigh* Stupid rules!!! If I'm lucky I'll just have it next year as a carry over subject. Consti Law, I'm close to the same fate... but not there yet. Not yet...
So, the whole point of this post is the question: Should I go for my TP viva? I don't know anything... But it will be a good thing to just get it outta the way. Then again, I don't know anything and I'm really really not in the mood. I don't feel like smiling apologetically today. Nor do I feel like pretending to be nervous. I'm gonna get a lot of flak for this, but I don't really care.
So, i guess that's that. I'll just go tomorrow. I'm sure it'll all work itself out. Oh, which reminds me... Stage 1 is complete. Now I just gotta take this operation outta theory and into the real world. I won't deny the fact that I'm kinda nervous, but also quite excited... and really relieved...
Anyhow... Be seeing ya!
So how was it?
Well, I got fucked.
I know thats not the nicest way to put it, but its the truth.
Do I mind? Do I not care?
Well, I did kind of deserve it, so I don't see much point in complaining.
She did tear me apart, but I saw that coming too, so... well... whatever.
Now all I have to do is last through the exams and then go home.
Home.
Never thought I'd actually wait for a trimester to end just so that I could get away...
I guess things do change.
