1 post tagged “happy”
Are you happy now?
I wouldn’t know…
I hope you are…
I’m so sorry for everything…
All the things I couldn’t live up to…
And all the things I never said…
Do you think of me sometimes?
Does anything remind you of me?
Or have you erased me from your life completely?
I don’t know…
If I could forget…
Everything…
Every single memory…
Would I?...
Forget all the things I was supposed to do…
And everyone I was supposed to protect…
All the times I failed…
And all the times trying as hard as I could wasn’t good enough…
Would I?
Every single time something made me laugh
Or cry…
I don’t know…
I don’t want to forget…
I can’t…
Not again…
But then, wouldn’t it all be so much easier?
I just don’t know…
I’m still flying around the same old fire…
But I don’t remember why…
