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JadeMidori - 04 June 2008 19:13:42

nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 19:08:09 +0530

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for actin like you cared
and makin me feel like I was the only one...
Its nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watchin as I fall
And lettin me know we were done...

All this time... we were just pretending.
So much for my happy ending...

*laughs*

Yeah, dramatic aren't I?

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JadeMidori - 03 June 2008 04:08:37

nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 04:02:59 +0530

I fixed it. I really did. I thought that there was nothing I could do, because there was a piece missing... but then, I realized that it didn't have to be the exact same piece... Sometimes, you can replace it with one of yours... So I did. Because, thats what friends do, right? When you lose a part of yourself, they give you a part of them.

So, I fixed it... but in order to do so... I had to break something else... It's okay... I don't need it that much... and I can't think of a better use for it... I guess I didn't completely fail after all...

*smiles*

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JadeMidori - 01 June 2008 13:36:24

nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 13:30:37 +0530

Well, I thought I actually may get some studying done today, but ak jus called. She's free now. *giggles* Ahem, sorry. Anyway, she's free now and poor thing's wanderin about alone in town. Hmmm, I think Naxalism will have to wait for yet another day.

So, I'm off to town. Got perm, so have till about 10 pm. I dunno... Half of me wants this lazy Sunday, but I know if I spend too much time in the room, I'll jus go from melancholy-content to downright depressed. I''ll just go take a quick shower, throw on some clothes and hit town. Today, I want to do something different. Something fun.

Oh well, it is Ak n I. I'm sure we'll come up with something brilliant.

Till I return, I bid thee
Farewell...

P.S. Oh boy! I am gonna die tonight am I not? *laughs* In case I do, Mave you know what to do. Start with somehow getting my room cleared of all substances please? Lol. Lotsa luv to all.

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JadeMidori - 01 June 2008 00:52:27

nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 00:46:49 +0530

Spent all evenin watchin Lion King videos on Youtube. Wow, I love Lion King.

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JadeMidori - 30 May 2008 05:38:35

nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) — Fri, 30 May 2008 05:32:43 +0530

This time, everything will be alright. I'll fix it all, you'll see. At the end of this, I'll make sure every thing's fine. And I'll make sure everybody's happy. And then when they start to play my favorite song, I'll slip away. And I'll never get to hear the end, but it'll be okay... because... this time I won't have failed.

Everybody will be happy. you'll see.

And I. I will be okay.

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JadeMidori - 03 May 2008 01:55:36

nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) — Sat, 03 May 2008 01:53:31 +0530

Are you happy now?

I wouldn’t know…

I hope you are…

I’m so sorry for everything…

All the things I couldn’t live up to…

And all the things I never said…

Do you think of me sometimes?

Does anything remind you of me?

Or have you erased me from your life completely?

I don’t know…

If I could forget…

Everything…

Every single memory…

Would I?...

Forget all the things I was supposed to do…

And everyone I was supposed to protect…

All the times I failed…

And all the times trying as hard as I could wasn’t good enough…

Would I?

Every single time something made me laugh

Or cry…

I don’t know…

I don’t want to forget…

I can’t…

Not again…

But then, wouldn’t it all be so much easier?

I just don’t know…

I’m still flying around the same old fire…

But I don’t remember why…

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