2 posts tagged “hate”
Someday... I want to tell someone...
I hate you for what I've become. I hate the fact that I can never trust anyone ever again. Not even myself... I trusted you. How naive could I be? But I was only a child... What about you??? How could you DO something like that??? I hate you. I hate you because I can never let anyone in...
I can never tell. You swore me to silence... and all I want to do is forget. But I can't... and every time anyone gets too close... its you who makes sure I remain empty... and that I remain afraid...
I've lost all my worlds.
All of them.
Traded them all in for this hell-hole.
And I hate myself...
but
Not for this sad exchange...
Not because I'm stuck here...
Not because I did this myself...
Not one bit...
I hate this place
but I need to be here
Need to stay...
I'm glad I made it...
and for that I hate myself...
