7 posts tagged “history”

My first Carry...

Damn it.
I really didn't wanna cross this one line, you know?
But I guess if you ricochet off walls without any real control, sooner or later you are gonna fly out the window...

*smiles sadly*

I haven't told my parents yet. I guess I'll just break consti and land laws news along with history. Why give 'em three heart-attacks when one would be fine??

I spent over 5 hours at Pecos yesterday. It was fun. A-kun left yesterday... It was quite sad. I felt horrible. Vash has gone off too. For a week. I suppose I could finish projects. Besides, SF is almost here. *tired smile*

Another Saturday night spent outside. This is becoming a habit. Oh well, I'm only gonna be 19 once, ne?

I saw 'Remember the Titans' yesterday. It is simply a stunning movie. The Ramifications and implications of this movie hit me deeper than they did the last time. It kept reminding me of "To Kill a Mockingbird". The ease with which everyone accepts that this is how it has always been and thus always will be. Quite scary...

Anyhow, I'm quite numb right now. I really don't want 7 courses in third year's first trimester... I think I shall go read or something. Maybe get some sleep...

History paper.

SUCKED!

It was especially bad coz it went way worse than it should have. I mean, I actually fuckin read for this. Read the original articles and books.

No women's movement
No Communalism
No Gandhi

*sigh*

Oh well, its over with. Hopefully, not just for now. I really really don't want a carry.

Next up: Consti. 29th.

Waking up early
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New clothes
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Getting to class in time
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Being hauled up in class and answering the question put to you
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Being asked to prepare a case analysis for no reason at all
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Amma's
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Concern
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Being yelled at by a professor and threatened with the "strictest disciplinary action"
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One normal conversation with a professor who you were certain was going to kill you
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Smoking with a few friends
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Getting to the shop just as it is closing
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Getting out of a sweater
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Chips and orange juice
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The internet

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A reasonably content I...

So how was it?
Well, I got fucked.
I know thats not the nicest way to put it, but its the truth.
Do I mind? Do I not care?
Well, I did kind of deserve it, so I don't see much point in complaining.
She did tear me apart, but I saw that coming too, so... well... whatever.

Now all I have to do is last through the exams and then go home.

Home.

Never thought I'd actually wait for a trimester to end just so that I could get away...

I guess things do change.

Well, thats that. Another class of Political Science missed. I'm going to get so fucked when the attendance details reach home. Especially if its of both this trimester and the last one together!!! Gah! Next hour is history. I must attend it. Hopefully the last hour will be landlaw...

Such a pointless post. There's a lot more I want to say... but I don't know how to. The Sun's shining into my room, and I can only edge away. Its 0932 already. "Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements? even if it leads nowhere..."

I didn't have time to finish the cursed paper!!!
Gah!!!
And the last question, if only I had time to read it!!! I knew the answer!!!
:(

*sigh*
Oh well, no use thinkin bout it right?

Tmrw's consti... and I need some insane number to pass!
Must study, I do NOT want 4 repeats...
I can't flunk 1st year after reachin 3rd trim without a carry...
Gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!

AAAANNND tomorrow is the 5th year party.
Brilliant.
just fuckin brilliant!

*sigh*

Consti.

In class right now.

The battery's bout to die...

-_-

Got our history papers today. -_- With my horrible attendance, it'll now officially be DEATH! Plus I hav my viva today..  I'm sooooo sleepy... and I havn't really read anything...

*sigh*

Oh well...

At least yesterday was fun.

Went to Mojo.

^_^

Nacho chips rule!

^_^