Yay! My 'social life' LIVES again!!! Muhahahahaha!! ^^
Today, Lin, An.K and I had gone shopping, and for once in my life I wasn't just the bag-holder, clothes-picking helper; I actually bought a lot of stuff myself! Now THAT is news! Lol. Other than that, today was fun. We had momos for lunch (finally) along with Thupka. Both veg since An.K's veg, but it was too hot to eat meat anyway. Also, I finally smoked today. Oh my GOD, I can't even describe what a relief it was! Ooooh, separate post about that comin up! ^_^
Lin's cousin brother picked us up and dropped us. She met my parents and now I'm hoping they'll let me go out tmrw. Cafe Morisson. It'll be soooooooooo much fun!!! C.R will be dropping us back at nite. (He was supposed to show up today as well, but didn't.) E-san will be there too! ^_^
Anyhow, after spendin a lil bit of time here, Lin and I went to 'Spice mall' where we met E-san and V.V. Had lotsa coffee, after which E-san and I dropped Lin home. It's not that bad meetin Law-schoolites outside college. I honestly don't see why everyone makes so big a deal about it! Ah well, I guess its annoying if you have plans with non-law schoolites and you keep runnin into em. I dunno...
Anyhow, I shall now return to ODing on chocolates! ^_^
Research papers.
Fuck them!
Don’t get me wrong. I love research.
The whole concept of reading up on things other people have written on a subject and then compiling them into a paper so that some other poor soul can read it along with the other 56.876 billion papers written on the same subject to compile yet another research paper fascinates me.
I guess the part that bothers me is deadlines.
Hmm..
Rephrase.
Deadlines. FUCK them!
Which reminds me (as most things sadly seem to do now days), my papers are due in 4 days!!!
4 days?!!!
How am I supposed to come up with anything decent in 4 days???
I guess I could have started earlier when most sane people did so that they wouldn’t have to pull so many all-nighters cursing deadlines… but seriously, lets be practical here.
Who starts working weeks before deadlines?
That defeats the whole purpose of deadlines, which is to cause indescribable pain and mental trauma and force you to work and come up with something brilliant under all the pressure. Or shoot yourself.
However, since this is not the United States, and guns are slightly harder to come across, the latter option isn’t exactly available.
Which, unfortunately explains why most people start researching earlier.
]]>Screaming lights, bright sounds
Stars and smokes all around.
Wooden fences, barricades
Illegal stuff in lemonades
Strange news, weird surprises
Cops and Registrars! It’s a crisis
Red Alerts, things to hide
Coast clear? Bring it back outside
Drunken laughter in the cold
Another drag… to warm the soul
Interesting people, new friends
Stop that guy who just jumped that fence!!!
Food for the sound console
Should’ve known six “coffees” are hard to hold
Brilliant judges, and in the end
You’ve made some great new friends
All that light, all that sound
Cans of beer taking rounds
Murdering brain cells can be fun
Oh a mosh pit, was that a gun?
Guitars and drums don’t make bands
Screaming crowds don’t make fans
But we have them all in sight
Strawberry Fields is here tonight!
Lots of interesting conversation
Excess of sleep deprivation
Screaming heads, angry bosses
Barely heard above the loud noises
“I said noodles, not a roll”
“You! Get back to the sound console!”
But then the rewards, what can I say?
Beats a Six point something CGPA
Nods of approval and some Vat 69
Workin has never been this fine
Requisitions one after the other
Moan FnB “Not another!”
And then the hunt for a page
Someone needs water on the stage!
On your way down, time for a break
Meet a friend with stuff to cure the ache
Duck down by the stairs, sip his beer
Hits you then, the end is near
Another sip to block that thought
Run back to see what must be brought
People with drinks they can’t identify
Pass them on with the deepest sighs
“I think that it could be whiskey
Or just maybe its rum and pepsi”
The last band takes the stage
More screaming, but not in rage
Headbang your way to certain pain
Your neck will never be the same
Smoke and noise fills the air
In your head, heart and hair
Shows ending, with goodbyes snatched
Takin down posters and pickin up trash.
Can’t believe its time to go
Strawberry Fields forever more?
Beverages allocated soon
“Leave now, drink in your room
There’s no problem, just stay alive
Our responsibility if you die!”
Heavy heart, dragging feet
One last cigarette for some needed heat
Sudden footsteps and you stop
“Stub that NOW!!! It’s the COPS!!!”
Clanking cartons, counted nine
“?????’s room, should be fine”
Trudge back to the hostel sighing
Pick up people bout to start crying
On the roof, stay the night
Passing rum in the hazy moonlight
Drunken people, take them below
Tuck them in, responsibility grows.
Now to the room, drop down with a sigh
Talk bout S.F. till its almost light
Still just can’t believe it’s over
But you know what? Strawberry Fields forever…
]]>Well, the last two days have been EXTREMELY hectic!... I've been gettin' home from my classes after 1900 hours and I go for a walk as soon as I get back and return after 2130... I like it that way. *nods*
Anyway, today I yelled at Gee for pretty much no reason... I dunno why... *sigh* I need to manage anger better... *sigh* I still havn't apologized... I better do that soon... When I yelled at her, she looked so shocked and stunned... I feel awful really... I walked around aimlessly for almost an entire hour. Ran into my mom. That was unplanned -_-... Bluffed my way through sayin' I had a break and needed some air. -_-.
I took loads of turns and went I-Have-no-idea where!!! Anyway, I thought I had reached somewhere near the back entrance of egatireh and was waitin' to cross the road when Tian-san crosses the road to this side. I thought gee must have left and he was goin' back home. Turns out I was pretty much goin' the wrong way -_-...
Anyway, went back to class then and Gee was pretty normal and all, but I STILL need to apologize. I should jus shoot myself... *nods* Had an interesting conversation today...
After all this, got back home and then went runnin'. When I returned, I got another lecture. *sighs* Apparently I'm about to die of anorexia. -_-. Tried explainin' I'm jus not hungry anymore... *sigh* I dunno why I bother... Mom and K are annoyin me right now. Jus' got yelled at to get off the p.c... *rolls eyes* 19 days left for the results... I soooooooooooooo hope I get in...
I better go now... I've been listenin' to 'Big Machine' by the Goo goo dolls the entire day today! Love that song... But thats another story... Had my iPod confiscated thrice in two days. Thats an achievement! *nods* Yes, more yelling... I'm off...