http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/posts/tags/pain/page/1/ From the day I was born till the day I die, the only side I'm on is my own... en Vox Sat, 26 Jul 2008 03:41:14 +0530 Copyright 2008 http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss pain http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/reality-and-delusions.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/reality-and-delusions.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/reality-and-delusions.html?_c=feed-rss Sat, 26 Jul 2008 03:41:14 +0530 Reality. Its always been the most important thing to me. More than love or happiness or kindness. And all my life, all I've been doin is running away from reality... You don't understand... I can't take reality right now. As long as I live by the... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/reality-and-delusions.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b0100a7ebd3f0000e?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> dreams japan cold reality sad fear pain delusions deluded http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/breathe-no-more.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/breathe-no-more.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/breathe-no-more.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 11 Jun 2008 01:07:00 +0530 She leaned over the gray stone sink, her dark eyes empty and unfocussed, seemingly staring at a point beyond her own distorted reflection. A sad lonely song played on in the background, but she seemed oblivious to it. Someone was banging on the fr... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/breathe-no-more.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00fa967d26e80002?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> blood anger pain scared frightened rage scream why? bleed http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---31-may-2008-012642-1.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---31-may-2008-012642-1.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---31-may-2008-012642-1.html?_c=feed-rss Sat, 31 May 2008 01:21:07 +0530 He's mad at me again. We keep running in the same predictable little circles, never getting anywhere. It scares me. The whole situation. So much so, that every bone in my body is screaming at me to turn and run. As fast as possible and as far as p... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---31-may-2008-012642-1.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00fad68ce0a50004?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> rain why lost cold sad confused truth pain him alone tears tonight sober nls http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/what-goes-around-comes-around.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/what-goes-around-comes-around.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/what-goes-around-comes-around.html?_c=feed-rss Fri, 23 May 2008 03:18:15 +0530 What goes around does come around, ne? I don't know if I can do this anymore... except I don't think I really have a choice... I'll survive... I will NOT be weak... ... ... ... Why do you think I'm strong? I'm not... I can't be... I don't want to... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/what-goes-around-comes-around.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00fad68a5f3b0004?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> rain why party love sad fear pain cry depressed past tears what goes around comes around deserve nls quad party http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/moth-audioslave.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/moth-audioslave.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/moth-audioslave.html?_c=feed-rss Mon, 07 Apr 2008 17:32:55 +0530 <p class="enclosed-assets" style="margin-bottom: 10px;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/audio/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00f48cec279c0002.html?_c=feed-rss" style="float:left; margin-right:6px;"><img src="http://a4.vox.com/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00f48cec279c0002-50si" alt="12 - Moth" /></a> <br style="clear:both;" /> </p> I love this song... It's... perfect... You can make that out just from the opening itself... Moth... by Audioslave. Thought I was different, it seems I'm just the same As again I put my hand over the flame... Explains everythin you ever felt bu... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/moth-audioslave.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00e398edcbb00005?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> why burn lost tired fire sad pain flames meaning moth fallen dying fade everything burns http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---15-august-2007-161038.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---15-august-2007-161038.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---15-august-2007-161038.html?_c=feed-rss Wed, 15 Aug 2007 16:08:47 +0530 Fallen and shattered Broken once again At my feet it lays tattered Screamin in silent pain It doesn't seem to mend No matter how hard I try I guess its coz the glue is the tears I can't seem to cry Its been breaking for so long It's better gone aw... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori---15-august-2007-161038.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00e3989dfaf10003?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> promises rain sad broken pain cry forever shards fallen tears shattered http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/why-1.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/why-1.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/why-1.html?_c=feed-rss Mon, 06 Aug 2007 23:16:15 +0530 I was wonderin why I really did cut... and well, these are all the reasons I came up with... will keep updating... Coz I need to feel. Pain is a feeling, and I need it to tell me I'm still alive Coz it feels like I've been havin a dream... and I... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/why-1.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00e3989b11f20002?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> why blood hurt pain cut nothingness heal reasons bleed http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-friday-february-09-2007-95803-pm.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-friday-february-09-2007-95803-pm.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-friday-february-09-2007-95803-pm.html?_c=feed-rss Sat, 10 Feb 2007 21:54:33 +0530 Nothins okay... And Im tired of hearin that one day it will be... Coz that days not today And Im tired of waiting... Its no big deal... I can see the moon in the distance... If I leav soon enough I can still make it... I dont want to look back...... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-friday-february-09-2007-95803-pm.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00d41419ba0d685e?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> lost pain empty nothingness nothin http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-friday-february-09-2007-94645-pm.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-friday-february-09-2007-94645-pm.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-friday-february-09-2007-94645-pm.html?_c=feed-rss Sat, 10 Feb 2007 21:43:24 +0530 ......... I dont want it. Any of it. This world and everythin in it. Maybe it means I lose, but I dont really care. Keep your world, I dont need it. I dont want tomorrow. I dont want yesterday. Today's long enough by itself. I dont want anything... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/jademidori-friday-february-09-2007-94645-pm.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00d09e54097dbe2b?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> dream hurt sad selfish broken sorry pain http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/reverberations.html?_c=feed-rss nobody@vox.com(JadeMidori) http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/reverberations.html?_c=feed-rss http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/reverberations.html?_c=feed-rss Tue, 19 Dec 2006 13:10:50 +0530 Accusatory reverberations still playin in my head All the angry harsh words u wish you’d never said What pricks your conscience is slow certain death to me Coz you just said them once, but I hear them echo constantly A failure, a loser, someone ... <p style="clear:both;"> <a href="http://jadesaiyuki.vox.com/library/post/reverberations.html?_c=feed-rss#comments">Read and post comments</a> | <a href="http://www.vox.com/share/6a00d09e46c0a0be2b00cdf7edef2d094f?_c=feed-rss">Send to a friend</a> </p> death words echo pain cruel tears reverberations