7 posts tagged “sorry”

The mother who vowed to keep the family dog that attacked her toddler says she is not a bad mom, and people should realize that dogs have feelings too. She continues to blame her two-year-old son for the attack, which happened after the toddler tugged on the animal's ears.

"The dog was trying to protect herself, she's got feelings too, just like Noah does," Ms Cottier said.

Would you all chill the heck out! Its so sad that every time something like this happens, people use it to further their anti-dog or anti-euthanasia stand. I mean, seriously, this isn't about you!

I think that the dog should be monitored, but not put down. Would you kill a boy if he slapped his own brother? I'm not saying it isn't wrong. It is. And just like the brother deserves to be punished in that case, the dog too should face punishment. But not by death.

The mother should undoubtedly have been more careful, but you can't just order her to put the dog down. She should be given a community sentence and made aware that a similar incident would result in a harsh punishment for the mother.

And all of you! Stop saying she's heartless coz she's not killing the dog. Its because of people like you, who believe dogs to be just "lowly animals" or even worse, just "toys" that half of them are that aggressive!!!

Respect em! They're smarter and more loyal than the whole human race put together!

Peace Out
Jade

So do you hide your pictures of me?
Stuff them in the middle of your books
In old forgotten cartons,
And all the places she never looks?

Do you smile every time they play our song?
Or do you just close your eyes?
Do you think of farmhouses and laughter?
And cold darkening November skies?

Do you ever think of me?
And all the times that we had?
Do memories of me make you laugh?
Or do they only make you sad?

Did you ever read my letter?
The one I wrote right after we fought
I wanted you to know I was sorry
but in my pride I was caught...

Do you wonder if I still love you?
But I don't think that can be
I jus wrote this song coz, darling,
I was going through some old books you see...

*laughs*
This is just insane...
Completely insane...
And I can't believe I'v brought this whole thing on myself...
Where do I go now?

I know what to do...
I know what to say...
but where do I go?

It hurts so much...
*pause...*

*laughs*

And I'm the one who asked for pain no?
I'm the one who wanted to know if I was alive...
Do I know yet?

I don't know...
but I guess you have to be alive if you're dying...
and I guess you're alive if you can bleed...

So I'll stand here... and I'll bleed...

Note- A letter to a friend. Hey, you wanted me to put this up here right? Even though you're probably never gonna read it...

Let’s talk tonight.

I know we should have done it long ago… while you were still around… but we were always so caught up in everything else…

And now you’ve gone so far away…

So, I guess I’ll just have to do with talking to the wall, hoping that somehow you can hear the words I always meant to say…

I never lied to you.

I always said, that this couldn’t go on forever, and that sooner or later, I meant to leave… and you agreed saying if I didn’t leave you surely would…

If both of us were so sure that this was all a mistake, then why do I feel so lost right now?

I keep wondering how you’re doing.

You seem fine…

And so I pretend I am too…

But every time you see right through me, I feel… horrible… as if I really am invisible, floating through this foreign world like some sort of ghost.

And I feel alone…

You told me that you were finally content… and that everything finally seemed like it was under control…

I don’t wanna mess that up.

I can’t… but I know that if I stick around for a while, I will…

So you’ll never see the scars, and you’ll never really hear what I‘m trying to say…

I guess it’s not really us talking tonight…

It’s just me…

And no one’s listening…

Good night darling.

For what its worth, thank you…

2330

Am I going home? Or leavin it?...

Three months… Has it already been that long? Has it only been that long?...

I’m sittin at the airport. So glad I have the laptop. Spendin time alone with me is not something I want to do at this time…

A senior of mine got stabbed last nite… at an intersection less than 5 minutes away from college. He passed away before they got him to the hospital… Five times… How can anyone stab someone five times? How can you live with yourself after something like that?? How can you pull that blade out and…

I don’t understand… It’s not fair. It’s just not right. No one deserves something like this…

And the worst part is- I feel so horrid… even though I barely knew him. I can’t even begin to imagine what his close friends must be goin through… Who’s goin to tell his mother? And how?...

Yesterday was his last day here… His last day.

The cricket teams are here. Oh great. They’ll be on my flight. I don’t need this crowd right now. I really don’t. Well, maybe they’ll be on the earlier one. God, you really can’t go anywhere without runnin into someone from lawschool. Jus’ met one of my class mates. Oh well, I guess it’s only normal. Hols start today...  His friends are all canceling flights… and the ones that left are all coming back. The entire college looked so deserted and empty today… and there was no wind at all.. It was so deathly still…

I don’t wanna go back. Not because of any reason but the fact that it’ll fuck my mind up. Too many worlds. Control over none.

01 Oct 2007

0233

Am in my room… *smiles* as in, the one where my parents stay… Jus took a cold long bath. Tried to wash it all away… Didn’t really work… I’m jus’… blank. It comes in waves, sweeping over me and leavin me gaspin for breath in its wake…

May his soul rest in peace...

.........

I dont want it.
Any of it.
This world and everythin in it.
Maybe it means I lose, but I dont really care.
Keep your world, I dont need it.

I dont want tomorrow.
I dont want yesterday.
Today's long enough by itself.
I dont want anything to do with this world.

Im so very selfish... Coz I know Im leavin soon. So very soon... yet Im lettin you stay so close...
I dont want anything...
I jus want to sleep and never wake up...
Or maybe I want to wake up from this dream thats jus gone on for too long...
Either way Im tired of dreamin...
Nothin can save me...
And I dont want saving...
Jus lemme fall...
To the very bottom
Til the very end...
Let me fall...
And I'll fade away before I hit the ground....